Wow, well I feel as though I have really outdone myself this
time at my ability to avoid writing.
With all of the thoughts racing in and out of my brain day in and day
out, one would think that harnessing those thoughts would be an attractive
idea. Instead, I choose to ignore,
avoid, run away or attempt to quiet the chaos.
Almost weekly I have the thought “I really miss my blog” or “I should
write about fill in the blank” yet I
never sit down for long enough to actually put hands to keyboard. So here it is… I want to change that. Initially I had though “I am going to make
myself write EVERY day for a week, month, etc” but let’s be honest… I would fail
quickly and those who know me know that I do not like to fail. So I decided to at least commit to weekly,
Monday morning blog posts written over breakfast. I am a morning person by nature (thanks mama Hock) and tend to do my best
work before 10am anyway so hopefully at least 1 blog post a week can begin to
happen as I work to reign in the thoughts going wild in my mind.
As this week is the week following Thanksgiving, I couldn’t
escape gratitude as the topic on my mind as I eat my oatmeal and peanut butter
this morning (If you haven’t tried that,
you should…yum!). I am truly blessed
beyond measure and as I sat with one of my two lovely nieces in my arms this
week and the smells of a Mama Hock cooked meal in the kitchen I realized that
no matter the hustle and bustle of a stressful job, the day in and day out to
do list that never feels accomplished and the struggles of figuring out what I
am to be doing next in life, I am loved and taken care of by those around me
and therefore I am incredibly grateful.
More importantly, I have the love, forgiveness and protection of a loving
Heavenly Father who has provided and is providing for me in every way possible,
even when I cannot see that provision.
Recently a word has been sticking out to me, I feel as though I see it
everywhere. That word is patience and
that one is difficult for me. I like
control, I like knowing what is coming next and when it will be arriving, I
like knowing what to expect…all of which are not always conducive to being
patient. This week at church, our pastor
referenced a passage in 2 Peter which I found to be another reminder that I
need to be patient, as stated in The Message, passionately patient. The passage reads:
So, friends, confirm God’s invitation to you, his choice of you. Don’t put it off; do it now. Do this, and you’ll have your life on a firm footing, the streets paved and the way wide open into the eternal kingdom of our Master and Savior, Jesus Christ.
2 Peter 1:3-11 The Message
Praying for you this morning dear friends that you may also hear the Word of the Lord and find the firm footing for your life, which again is something that I am grateful for this Holiday season.